By Vaishali, Delhi,Delhi India
PROM at 27 weeks + 5 days. Delivery at 28 weeks.
Story added: 2004-05-18

Hi Everyone,
The brief story of my life is .....
My twins were born on 31st Jan 2004 at 28 weeks gestation......
I had a sudden spotting one morning 4-5 days before....i showed myself to the doctor in the evening....She gave me metrogyl for infection asked me to rest...later that evening she asked me to get admitted for routine monitoring and later found out that my cervix was dilated just a little...they decided that they would stitch it...but suddenly i started getting labour pains...I was admitted to a bigger hospital for better neonatal care...given drip to stop labour pains...they slowed down but were still there..then 1 babys water bag cracked due to infection...still my doctor said i should carry on with this condition for 3 weeks...gives the baby better chance...but one day afterwards one baby's heart beat started dipping and they had to operate me by C- section..They found out by my pap that there was an e-coli infection.My babies lived for a day and then died in NICU...
I feel the same thing as you guys feels more so because i lost 2 babies on 1 day
I feel like an underprivileged person in office...(everyone comes back with babies)
I feel like i have no life anymore and God(if at all he is there...i don't think so) take me away
I always ask him WHY ME?...2 babies taken away
I want to become a mother again like you do..i am already 30 years old..but i am scared..
Is there any guarantee that this will not occur again if i take proper bed rest
The doctor has not told me why this happened....
My babies died from PROM+RDS and Sepsis

From Vaishali
Mom to Michael and Junior