This was my second baby, i never thought
this would happen to me, all my life i
was a normal person, I NEVER GET SICK
!.
I'm a mother to a 1 1/2 year old Jeanine
and i study full time. Last semester my
OB gave me the news, i wasn't thrilled,
i regret it now . . . i had absolutely
no problem, untill suddenly on the last
day of my final exams, i felt a gush and
that was that, i was put on bed rest for
2 weeks, every time we come back from
the hosp. we break down in tears. . ., i
wasn't given the option of abortion
!.
I tried to search and ask about the
reasons that lead to prom. no one gave
me a solid answer, ladies have your
selves tested for strepteccocus NOW!, i
had that and the oB said it could have
been something else, may be stress !!
Anyways, i educated myself and i felt it
in my gut that my little one will not
survive so i started considering
termination. I know some of u are
thinking what a cold hearted mother, she
didn't want the baby at the
begining!!
Yes u're right i didn't, but God gave me
the choice and i kept my baby,
termination was an option because i
sleep better at night knowing that my
baby will not have to be stung with
needles, or tormented by medical
treatments . . How would we feel, we're
adults and some of us cry when some
medical procedure is performed simple or
not they feel the pain we can express,
babies can't, they cry at anything, how
can i know how much pain my baby is
feeling ? i can't bare to try and
measure it !!!
In the United Arab Emirates, it is
against the law to have an abortion, and
they will not perform one if the baby is
viable!, it is a muslim country and
Islam says if the life of the mother is
at jeoprady or the baby is deformed in
one way or another, abortion can be
performed!.
I had to travel to Syria in order to
have an abortion and it was very smooth,
the seargent told us that if we have
waited any longer i would have had a big
promblem with my uterus and i'm still
taking treatment for the inflammations
that resulted from the loss of the
amniotic fluid.
My baby boy was in a very bad shape,blue
in color and his skin would peel off
when they tried to give him a bath
before we buried him,this is the saddest
story i ever told, though i can sleep
better at night knowing that my little
boy is a beautiful angel in heaven right
next to God !.
My e mail is enclosed, plz feel free to
contact me if necessary!
I hope medicine would give this issue a
little more attention, and find a solid
reason, if we all knew we wouldév
avoided the reasons . . .
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