My story started out with a healthy
pregnancy. Everything was going great.
As we are from India and presently
living in US, we started planning to
leave to our country to be with our
parents to share the event of birth.
But suddenly one day as I woke up from
my sleep I had gush of water. When I
went into rest room and looked, I was
bleeding. I panicked and we went to
doctor. After Ultrasound, they
determined that I broke my water and my
baby was at risk. we were advised not
to travel and I was to take total rest.
I had to see the doc every week and
have ultrasound every time. So, we had
two visits where I was assured of
improved condition. after a day of
visit, I had severe pain in my back
which soon declined. It was suspected
to be infection. The very next day the
pain returned. I fought it for almost 5
hours but at last could not bear and we
went to hospital just in time to
deliver a tiny baby boy.
All the hopes we have been holding for
5 months ended in five minutes.
everything was over and my little one
closed his eyes without opening them.
He was so tiny, so cold that there is
no way I can wipe off his image from my
heart.
I wonder what went wrong? did i do to
deserve this?Away from my home and
loved ones,I now feel empty and lonely.
|
|
